Ok so I'm really having a a hard time right now..
Along with being a Grandma myself
comes the fact that our parents
are getting older...
Theres been days I've wished I could just stop
You know just freeze time
and even better go back just a couple of years
I never really knew that the last time my mom
and stepdad would come to visit was going to be the last..
Grandkids have been born, Birthdays Baby Showers
and Holidays have past
My Parents have been pretty much housebound
So the only way to visit is for us to go
out and see them...
I really miss their visit's and now my
stepdad is no longer able to drive
and he can not be left alone..
Talks of nursing homes and such...
the thought of our Mom being alone
The whole thing just sucks...
excuse me I'm just having a bit of
a pity party....